It has been three weeks and three days since I stepped out of my last undergrad exam and two weeks and two days since I have been back home in Taiwan, in hopes of finally having some time to myself to relax before heading back for grad. But instead, it’s been a whirlwind of emotions struggling to figure out– what next?
I’ve been trying to set somewhat of a routine here. Maybe not routine, but just things to keep me busy. Going to aerobics/zumba class, job hunting, meeting up with friends, etc. Having set plans usually helps me calm myself but this time I just feel so lost. So. Lost.
I keep reminding myself that it is okay to feel lost. It is normal to feel lost, especially right now, where everything up to this point I had somewhat of a path to follow. I am suddenly on my own and it is so effing scary.
I don’t know when this inbetween stage of uncertainy will finally pass, but with that being said, I will finish off this post with a comforting yet inspiring quote I’ve recently come by:
“Try not to resist the changes that come your way. Instead let life live through you. And do not worry that your life is turning upside down. How do you know that the side you are used to is better than the one to come?”